Yep, I've decided.
Filming is for sure one of the best feelings in the world to me. Tonight we filmed for a total of like an hour for a video but during the whole duration of this hour nothing else mattered. The car troubles that I am facing, fuck it, bills & debt that I owe, fuck it, girl problems, fuck it, low wadges, high gas prices, being an outsider, national issues, slow business growth, feeling of entrapment, fuck it all.
Recently we [ SEFD ] have been filming a lot less than we used to, but tonight I realized that I really need to get things back into motion because filming is like a nice little high that lasts for a good amount of hours. Sure when I upload this video a handful of people will hate on the video & leave stupidass comments stating how we aren't better than so & so, but for doing this for 3+ years comments or being the "best" obviously isn't my motivation for doing this.
I get a natural enjoyment out of creating a certain style of videos that embodies my childhood experiences. Wait wait wait, stop stop, I am starting to get off topic.
Filming is the best,